Op.8 No.4

The final decision has been made. In order to attain total individual independence, I will let the seal to root in deeper. Attitude. Fuck care. Lonesome. Quietness. Total shut off. After seeing all these for so many years, and during last year I acquired the power of understanding their thoughts, character, way of life etc......I'm totally worn out. Getting sick and tired of the routines. Still remember I predicted something on Jan 2004, and bingo ! It happened in Nov. Well, actually should say forecast, foresee. Why I made that prediction is because of my experience and intuition. They never really failed me. It's hard to be longing. Society has changed. Thinkings and lifestyle upgraded. Stronger. Bold. That's what they are now...........

After I wrote the above paragraph, I paused for a long time. Don't really know what to write. The radio was playing "Forever Love" by Gary Barlow. Base on what I see what's around me, and what I went through, does it really exist ? Yes, it does. But humans now are more sophisticated, more open.....it's hard for it to exist if the time is not ripe. I'll just wait and see what's revolving around me. Become the harbor, not the cruise. Destiny shall do the command..........let me rest my heart, my soul

Days of joy
Days of sadness, slowly pass me by
As I try to hold you, you were vanishing before me
You're just an illusion
When I'm awaken, my tears have dried in the sand of sleep
I'm a rose blooming in the desert

Recommended song : I'll Never Fall In Love Again by Elvis Costello and Burt Bacharach