Op.3 No.1

Oh.....I'm so vexed. Don't really know the reason. Out of sudden, I felt that everything is finding fault with me. There's emptiness and thoughts tumbling in my mind concurrently. No, I will try not to burst out. I've broken another record; that is, make my first step into Devils Bar yesterday. It was very crowded. Don't really like the crowd. The music ain't good, don't like it. It didn't get my feet up at all. Clubbers there are indeed more mature. But see the way they dance at the bar top, I'm thinking why they wanna make a laughing stock out of themselves. There was this "RSAF" girl went up to the top and dance. Firstly, the fact that she's a "RSAF", so do not climb so high !! Secondly, she can't dance and when her spaghetti top's stripes slipped down from her shoulders, she continued to shake and think it's so "sexy". I have no eyes to see such act. Another great show was 2 pairs doing some mouth to mouth resuscitation whilst grabbing the pole on the bar top. My thinking was, "Wow, daring. But it's for people who can really dance to perform, not to show some lascivious acts. Might as well do some 'man-pushing-cart' act. Duhz". Perhaps my mindset isn't that wild anymore. My friend urged me to pick up some girls. I rejected. Though I'm an ex-clubber, that place is really not suitable for me. Chinablack gave me a better impression. Maybe my next expedition will be to Momo or Mdm Wong. Yeah I agree I'm an ancient freak. These places are hot spots for young people. Well, been to 00 before, only after it opened for few years. But that time I went, music was not suitable. Heard my friends said saturday's music is good. Should try. Well, if next time people ask me to DB again, might think twice. *(RSAF => R**nd Sh*rt *nd F*t, fill in the necessary vowels)*

My mind tells me I should stop hanging out till morning every weekend. I've been doing these either on fridays or saturdays. I don't mind having a mahjong session till morning. Chilling with my kakis at fisherman village is cool too. But clubbing.....no, should put a stop to it for a few months. I'm not a good drinker, and I don't drink much when clubbing. Ironically, I don't drive to clubs. Abide to laws are important, and I live far from town. Pathetique. Must really stop. Clubbing hurts one's health. I should try to meditate or do yoga. Complexity has invaded my mind. Must calm it down. (Not listening to any classical or music right now when writing this blog).

Recommended song : I Will Survive by Cake(re-make version in terms of tempo and music)