Op.3 No.1

Oh.....I'm so vexed. Don't really know the reason. Out of sudden, I felt that everything is finding fault with me. There's emptiness and thoughts tumbling in my mind concurrently. No, I will try not to burst out. I've broken another record; that is, make my first step into Devils Bar yesterday. It was very crowded. Don't really like the crowd. The music ain't good, don't like it. It didn't get my feet up at all. Clubbers there are indeed more mature. But see the way they dance at the bar top, I'm thinking why they wanna make a laughing stock out of themselves. There was this "RSAF" girl went up to the top and dance. Firstly, the fact that she's a "RSAF", so do not climb so high !! Secondly, she can't dance and when her spaghetti top's stripes slipped down from her shoulders, she continued to shake and think it's so "sexy". I have no eyes to see such act. Another great show was 2 pairs doing some mouth to mouth resuscitation whilst grabbing the pole on the bar top. My thinking was, "Wow, daring. But it's for people who can really dance to perform, not to show some lascivious acts. Might as well do some 'man-pushing-cart' act. Duhz". Perhaps my mindset isn't that wild anymore. My friend urged me to pick up some girls. I rejected. Though I'm an ex-clubber, that place is really not suitable for me. Chinablack gave me a better impression. Maybe my next expedition will be to Momo or Mdm Wong. Yeah I agree I'm an ancient freak. These places are hot spots for young people. Well, been to 00 before, only after it opened for few years. But that time I went, music was not suitable. Heard my friends said saturday's music is good. Should try. Well, if next time people ask me to DB again, might think twice. *(RSAF => R**nd Sh*rt *nd F*t, fill in the necessary vowels)*

My mind tells me I should stop hanging out till morning every weekend. I've been doing these either on fridays or saturdays. I don't mind having a mahjong session till morning. Chilling with my kakis at fisherman village is cool too. But clubbing.....no, should put a stop to it for a few months. I'm not a good drinker, and I don't drink much when clubbing. Ironically, I don't drive to clubs. Abide to laws are important, and I live far from town. Pathetique. Must really stop. Clubbing hurts one's health. I should try to meditate or do yoga. Complexity has invaded my mind. Must calm it down. (Not listening to any classical or music right now when writing this blog).

Recommended song : I Will Survive by Cake(re-make version in terms of tempo and music)

Op.2 No.1

Simply out of the blues, creativity and inspiration flooded my mind. Just to share with you guys my piece of work.

<<梦幻>>

离别3年，你那温柔的眼神， 依然深刻在心里
好想见你，却怕看到冷漠的眼睛
风雨夜里， 我不似好想让时光倒流
在现实里， 这一切， 都无法挽回

我不断的寻找， 想得到答案
但在这城市里， 却寻而落空
好想忘了一切， 重新站起

梦幻着你我在美丽夜里
就像初次见面， 深情相对
梦幻着你的拥抱，暖和我的心
就让我贴着你，永不分离

清晰早晨，呼吸空气
站在窗旁，我只能盼望你好
好想说声对不起
因为我曾伤过你， 爱过你

梦幻着你我在美丽夜里
就像初次见面， 深情相对
梦幻着你的拥抱，暖和我的心
就让我贴着你，永不分离

希望你我能再相遇的那天， 会实现。

Well, the mood just came and this lyric piece is based on my reflections of what's behind me. I think it's more of a regrets and nostalgic composition.

Op.1 No.3

Time flies. July is ending soon. Well, this month is quite an interesting month for me. Had a few fun outings with my good friends. Occasionally, my thoughts are rummaging in my head. Life is contradicting. When you are single, you hoped to be attached, and vice versa. There are pros and cons in life. God and devil. Yin and yang. It's the universal balance. Well, I think getting myself on long vacation is a better choice. Till the one appears, with chemical reaction, glittering sparks, I shall decide again. Actually I had experienced many, there are reasons behind each and everyone I had. For the time being, I'll just go out who I want, and enjoy the day. The inspired mood to continue writting here eludes away. Perhaps, I'll just sit back and enjoy Chopin's Piano Concerto in E minor. My hi-fi is playing the second movement now. It's so romantic, quiet, with a slight touch of melancholic tone. It gives an impression of gazing tenderly at a place which brings to mind a thousand dear memories. Sweet, plus a light taste of sour feel.

Recommended song : Somebody by Depeche Mode

Op.1 No.4

Finally have the feel to write. Head feels a little heavy. Guess I'm going to fall sick. Weather has been bad recently with showers early in the morning. How I wish could sleep throughout the morning rain instead of waking up at 0545. My room is filled with the mood of quietness and peace, with my hi-fi playing Bach's Cello Suites. It's so soothing and calms one's mind. Makes me flow with the melodious tenor sound produced by the strings. Op.1 No.4 should be written few weeks ago. But the mood isn't there. 2 weeks ago, I first step my foot into China Black. You guys might think I'm an "ancient" person who doesn't live in Singapore. Well, I have not club for donkey years. Initially I was thinking not to go, but since my poly kakis are going, might as well join in the fun. For me to go clubbing, must go with the right group. Don't wanna see my friends getting drunk at the club. The place was not bad, but I think it's not the right place for me as majority of the clubbers are in their early twenties. I'm too old to be there. Music wise is so-so. I'm not really a R&B person. I guess I still miss Venom. Still remember it's ambience and music were retrospective. Few years ago I went Venom with my friends. That day wasn't crowded. The music was some retro hits. It was around 2-plus in the morning and I was standing at the window glass panel, with a glass of liquor in my hand. Outside was drizzling and my view swept across the whole of Scotts and The Marriott. The lightings were lovely. Everything was so beautiful. It gave me an astral fantasy feel. That moment still lies deep in my mind.

Well, guess I will still go clubbing once in a while with the right group. For some fun and chill out relax one's self. Still waiting for my friend to do the background of my blog. After seeing so many blogs (didn't really go and read them), I think my readers will be bored reading so many words squeezing in a paragraph............

Recommended song : Summer Rain by Belinda Carlisle

Op.1 No.5

Oh my...there are a lot of things in my head. My friend said I didn't update my blog. Well, not really don't wanna update. There are some structures in my mind but the mood for writing isn't really there. These few days I'm in the flash back of myself when I'm still in primary school by playing those old old sega games. Those games were like 10 years plus ago. Some even dated back in 1991. Wow. I really missed those games like "Golden Axe", "Sonic", "Quack Shot" etc. Now, playing those games on my computer, I'm feeling young again. I still remember the first time I played "Sonic" was back in 1992, when I was in Primary 5. I'm going to dig for more of those "ancient" games. After so many years, it's still so fun.

Perhaps you people will think I'm a nostalgic person. Melancholic. Well, perhaps, reminiscence is common to me. Little things can kindle my memories. For example, a simple song, place, a bowl of japanese udon. How pathetique. Sigh. What is in front of me I'm not sure of. But then, my past really contains beautiful memories. Looking back doesn't mean I can't let go. It's just that when you have to re-start again makes me feel tired. Nonetheless, I still have my goal in front of me. I know what I'm going to achieve. We shall see. :)

Recommended song : Everything Changes by Keane

Op.1 No.2

Recently I'm reminiscing a piece of music which I heard 4 years back. Sviatoslav Richter plays Sergei Prokofiev Sonata No.7 in B-Flat Major. That was the first time I explored Prokofiev's works. It was very well played by him. Till date, I can't find any pianist who played as good as him. Richter opened the first movement with sharp and quick speed, fast moving chords, simply exciting. He gave me a feeling of an aura of grandeur, percussive pianism. It was a pity that the recording I had was downloaded from Napster and my old computer was scrapped. This few days I have been finding the CD that he recorded and to my ultimate horror, the CD was deleted from the catalog ! My only hope is my friend can hunt it out for me in US. Music is all I'm into now. All my attention is focused on it. Exploring classical is truly an eye-opener thingy. Well, I still keep myself up-to-date of new English songs played by Class 95.

I was quite surprised that my friend comment that I look like JY, the contestant from Channel U's Superstar, who was her ex JC mate. I was like, "Hey, are you talking to the right person ? This is Cloudz here." Frankly speaking, I don't think I resembles him. He is more handsome and cuter than me. I was telling my friend that nowadays, Chinese pop songs' titles are getting more and more weird. I still prefer those songs from the early to late 90's; i.e '95 to 2000. They sound better and makes more sense. I was wondering is Chinese pop in revolution ? Recent weird titles are like; "Pirates", "Mummy", "Crane Fist", and the very popular, "Mouse Loves Rice". Think next time I should come up with a song called, "Little Chicks Pecking Grains" ("小鸡吃米粒"). Sarcasm.

Recommended song : All By Myself by Celine Dion

Op.1 No.1

Revived. Finally. After 6 months of absence, I decided to write again. Friends have asked why I deleted all the blogs. I was quite surprised that I have regular readers. I myself also don't know why. Perhaps I'm eccentric. My good friend suggested me to re-write again. Therefore it took me almost 4 weeks of consideration to make a come back. Published 2 write-ups at Friendster. But the connection was slow and my impatience makes me stop writing. Throughout my break, I read a few blogs and found them full of varieties. Fonts and character wordings they use are cute and funny. Beautiful backgrounds. Attractive, colorful, emoticons to show their mood and pictures of their life. To me, perhaps I will post 1 or 2 pictures. It's not Mussorgsky's Pictures at an Exhibition here. I intend to write my blog in full text, in paragraph formats and at the end will introduce a song for everyone. If the reader is interested, he/she will read through out. Think will stop here. There are plenty for me to write my thoughts after so long. Stay tuned.

Recommended song : Lost In Your Eyes by Debbie Gibson